haa... i forgot about this thing

alright darlings :)

my weekend has actually been amazing
friday night was just lushhh, with my randerson
and then on saturday going to daddys and shopping :)
and today just chilling its been great

eeee tomorrow rosie kins comes to my school instead
i swear to god if that bitch even goes anywhere near her ill kill her
stupid bitch needs to learn, i hate her so much
and now shes got a problem with me again shes such a twat argh apiwhjtecfnlmjg
oh well i think, hope, i got my best friend back here

oh my ima tad split about someone else though, wish i could simply be friend with both them ;/
ahh well

ahhh todays the 31st
that last years gone so quick
we dont even speak anymore ;/
its actually so crazy how someone went from being everything to someone i just smile at when i walk past them ;/
babe i dont regret it, and i forgive you
woahh that was a long time coming i guess ;/
pahaaaaa that song cracks me up though
baby we're stuck with eachotherrr (8)
8-)

anyhowww im going to beddy byes,
nightt xx

adkjfb.ks, -.-

Failure - noun - a person or thing that is unsuccessful and dissapointing.
(Y)

i love how you talk to me like you know me, you dont. YOU DONT KNOW SHIT.
and then you pop up and say what did you really come for help about? nothing, fucking nothing ok. i dont cry out for help, its not me. that would just show everyone else how much of a failure i actually am and i have too much pride for that.
there was only ever one person i talked to about my shit and he left, he walked out, betrayed all my trust after it took me ages to give it to him, so no i dont want to fucking talk to you about anything. i dont want to be your hot new gossip thankyou very fucking much. i deal with things my own, keep your fucking nose out. and do not whatever you do tell me it'll all be ok, YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW.
how long till you all get it into your heads, leave me the fuck alone seriously, i didnt want your help last time and i sure as fuck dont want it now.
arghhh!
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feel like shit now (Y)

give up - phrase - to abandon all hope in something or someone.

:)

oh my i realised today just how unnormal i really am ;/
I LOVE IT ;D
i also learnt today that i really need to learn to shut up, i just cant help but talk, oh well i do come out with some jokes stuff even if i do say so myself.

theres not much to say today, im way happs again ;'D
ahhh and desperate housewives starts again tomorrow ;'D cant wait!
man im sad

and oooh i actually cant wait for the summer now
looking at the hotels for daddy
first holiday with all my sisters, and my gorge nephews ;'D
eeee and daddy, yay i love it!
gonna be so amazing! the hotel is so so nice, 5 star, all inclusive, guess who's gonna make the most of unlimited alcohol ;)
HA (a)

and in the summer, mine and rachaels day trips to seaside :)
and camping trips without rents
and ALLLLL the parties
and results
and just ahhhh cant wait for summer 2O1O
gonna be the bestttt! <3

anyhow now ive infected you with my contagious happiness
i think i need some shut eye,
sweet dreams bubba's, oh and you're all beautiful in your little ways ;) <3 xx

yawnnn.

hello gorgeee :)

i've been in rather a happs mood mosta the day, although there was a bit where idk i just felt like shit. i havent a clue why, i guess it wasnt really the same anymore, i doubt it still is, but hay i guess i had that coming all along ;/.
but i guess i have to believe you when you say you'd miss me if i ever walked away again, not that i could possibly ever bring myself to do that, pahh.
push over muchhh.

and facebooks being a penis tonight too, bad times.

on the other hand i spent the afternoon with my amazing randz, she cracks me up, even if i eat amazing amounts of shitty food when im with her ;L
i also spoke to people that put huge smiles on my faces, even if im stupid because of itttt pahaha, im never gonna win, so i decided im just gonna do it so im the one thats happy :).

eeee tomorrows tuesday, i actually love tuesdays :')

i just realised my lifes pretty average, when something goes bad ill be on here ranting for ages pahaaa ;)

anyhow me thinks its bed timess, night lovers xxxx

everybody sees is you

im the one that lost that view...

eee thought i'd quick blog before i go sleepys :)

i swear its like everyones having relationship problems, thats one of them things im glad im rid of, the constant worrying and fighting and shit, its longggg.

and plus anyway ive found the answer to all my problems. the answer to everything. fourty-two ofc :). man im such a nerdddd.

eee i'm so happs right now. I'm so so glad i got you back like i used to. I don't know there's just something about you that i completely trust and that makes me smile beyond belief, the bit of you that made me realise you're like a best friend to me i guesss :').

Alsoooo you brought me close to some other truly amazing people tbh, im so glad i've gotten close to them tooo, they brighten my days :'). amazing bunch. maybe i use the word amazing a bit to much at the moment?

ahhh and Leonie Brydon, mega love for her tbh. I love how she feels she can talk to me whenever and i love the amount i trust her back i could actually talk to her about anything. im so so glad we're this close nowadays :).

As well as my best frienddd, eee shes amazing, sally pridmore, i best get to see her tomorrow tbh, i miss her i dooo.

id usually be doing a myspace quiz right now before bed, yes im that cool, i might still do one yanno. I love doing them on there, i can be 100% truthful and no one will know cause no one ever goes on there anymoreee. pahaaaa im sneeky like that ;).

ahh i was gonna have an early night to get up early and do all the work i didnt do, lets face it thats not gonna happen really is it, lmao, im far too tired though, its really not good ;L

anyhow i dont think i have much else to say for myself, so lets skip to the other end of the song and nighttt ;)

...everybody see's is you, now im never gonna lose that view. <3

guten tag.

howdy, im becky, so im just trying this out cause well why not really :)

i honestly dont expect anyone to read it, except maybe that loser rachael anderson ;)

WOAH i just noticed now expect and except are like nearly the same.

HA. i spose that kinda sums me up, completely random, gotta love it though hay ;)

i dont even know where to begin with this if im completely honest.

i guess im a happy personally usually, more so these days. See im doing this thing for 2010 where i take no shit at all and well tbh i haven't really been this happy in ages.

hmm i guess there are exceptions to this rule though, but can you blame me. I dunno, i just cant let go of someone who meant so much and i told everything, even if they treat me like shit. I mean they we're my best friend right? oh well its ok thats all back to normal now.

Oh and this weekend seriously made me realise how truely amazing my family are. I had the best day on saturday seeing my sisters and my gorgeous nephew, words cant describe what they mean to me. Especially Kai, oh my god, hes so gorgeous, i love him so so much aha.

I hate leaving them, i best see them all soon.

Talking about people i havent seen in a while, i forgot to ring Rachael Anderson today, gosh. Ahh well she probably wouldnt of answered anyway ;).

I guess today was alright, im so glad scarlett loved the hockey club, they're amazing people up there. Shame about football, two years in a row now, unlucky girls. Ahh today made me think wether i was gonna give it up though, i just cant imagine my life without my football, its been what 8 years, jheeze!

pahaha anyhow im rambling, and my bath is ready

byeeeee :) xx