You're everything I thought you never were.

"Give him another chance."

How many chances am I suppose to give him? How many times has he had me in tears. Are you not happy that I'm finally thinking of letting go. It's been three years, why will no one let me pull away. I'm not happy.
I haven't been happy in years. Not when it comes to us anyway.
Everyone see's how poorly you treat me, I just explained the extent of it further to someone and you know what, they stuck up for you! No body see's how this effects me. Actually they probably do, it's just no one cares.
You deserve another chance, or so they say. So is that implying they think I deserve this?
You're not the best friend I once had. Then again none of the lot are.
A tiny bit of me resents you. But the worse thing is, yeah you're probably more than I deserve.

Just tell me one thing. Someone, anyone. How long till I forget about you.
Can it really be that long now?
I'm dying here.

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That broke my heart. I'm sorry, I'm still here, whenever, no matter what, I love you.

In our family portrait me look pretty happy, pretty normal, lets go back to that?

Dear daddy, you always used to let us down and I still thought you were the most amazing person on this planet. But if you do this I don't know how I'll forgive you. You spent so long just to throw it all away now, what happened to unconditional love? I didn't even judge you when you told me all that time ago about her, infact I blamed mum when she played no part. But now I do. I never thought someone like you could do this, ever. What happens a few years down the line, is that gonna be one of the us, me or the other two?
I never thought I'd ever be disappointed in you but today you let me down daddy. And it tears me apart.
Who am I meant to believe in now, now that my hero turns out to be just like everyone else.
I love you daddy, but I just can't face you right now. I'm sorry.