oh hai I'm Becky and I tend to just write letters to people on here.

Hey you :).
How's the whole boring walking thing-ma-jig going? Missing me aren't you ;) ha!
Okay so I haven't spoken to you since Saturday and I know you joked around that I'd miss you but thing is I seriously do miss talking to you, after two blady days ;/.
And I've still got another day to go, it seems so weird.
That can't mean anything, can it?
See thing is you, well you're just amazing really aren't you? You're one of the people I'm closest to right now and I wouldn't ever want to do anything to hurt you. Which is why I don't think I do want an "us". I couldn't possibly hurt you, that would be to unfair and lets be honest, this is me, it's inevitable I'll hurt you. And then when it breaks down where would that leave us? Can you even imagine how awkward it would be at hockey meets. In fact I don't think I'd come, after all they were your friends first weren't they.
Also I'm scared for it to happen. Not scared that it'll fuck up and all go wrong but scared that actually I might do something right? Can you imagine ha!
Basically I'm sorry for not knowing what the hell I want, my head is so so so confused right now. akjajkdfkjaskjdhcn Bleh.
I basically just wanted to write to tell you actually yeah I already miss you and I hope you're having a good time. I'll see you erm Wednesday maybe?
That's all for my pointless message. Bye.