Tuesday, 20 July 2010

Your words in my memory, are like music to me.

Hey you, I was gonna write yesterday but then I just didn't know what to put. I kept writing a load of shit, words that didn't do you justice. But just now I was thinking about all the things I wanted to say and then saw you'd been of facebook and I don't know I felt, kind of, guilty. Like you were expecting me to have sent you a message and I'd disappointed you, let you down. I'm sorry for that baby, especially when you go to the effort of sending me a text daily.
That text ah. Seeing your name pop up on my phone yesterday was such a surprise, an amazing one at that, it put the biggest smile on my face and then today every time my phone went off every bit of me was just hoping it was you. Ha that's so sad I know right?
Thing is I don't know if I'm going to be able to reply to them while in Bulgaria. My daddy rang me earlier and told me I have to leave my phone at home while we're gone 'cause he can't afford any charges, which he already has but oh well. I told him I was taking it, whether I'll have signal or be able to reply without it getting confiscated is another issue but I'll try, I promise you I'll try. And if I can't I'll definitely find a way of getting on Facebook, believe me baby.
I also just wanted to say thank you for seeing me on Sunday night. I went back to the bench today ha, went for a walk and just stopped there, gosh I'm such a loser ha.

Any way that's enough of me moaning and going on. How's the holiday going? You having fun?
You better not be getting any more tanned I swear ha, I'll look like a ghost compared to you in the end ;L.
Ah I went to see Toy Story 3 today, it's amazing! Nearly cried though mind ;L, ha I make myself sound so so cool don't I. Maybe I need a life ;).
Now I'm just making crappy small talk ha, oh dear I'll stop.

I guess I'll speak to you soon then, I'll be looking forward to my text tomorrow ;).
Have fun, I miss you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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