Even when I'm with my boo, boy you know I'm crazy over you.

Hey baby.
I think I'm gonna delete my blog. The one I made just for letters to you. Don't get me wrong, I still care for you so so much but it's time I let go right. After all you did, years ago infact. Since everything back then I hung on every word you said, continuously, without even thinking, do you know how much shit this landed me in? Yanno what really gets me? You know exactly what you were doing all this time, you knew how much it hurt me and yet you carried on. What was it, if you couldn't have me no one else could? See I've realised how dumb I've been. I've found the most amazing guy, he treats me like I'm a queen, better than you ever, ever, treated me. I have no doubt that you'll meet him. After all even after all this I'll still have you as my best friend, I can't bear to let you go. Even though you still treat me like shit as a best friend. All I did was protect you, the best for you, to help you. Where's my thanks?

I guess I'm writing this just to let you know now it's time to what's best for me.
And I'm writing it 'cause lets face it, I wouldn't ever have the balls to say it to you and I wouldn't ever let you see this 'cause well I'd be lost if I lost you.

Love, that pathetic piece of shit, Becky.