No matter what I do all I think about is you. (L)You know what forget it. Forget it all, the one of the only people I really wanted at my birthday thing was you and you're not coming because she doesn't want you to. Thanks, "best friend".
Yanno what if she doesn't make you happy and she stops you from doing what you want why the fuck are you with her. Yeah you love her blahblahblah, but you don't. If you did you wouldn't behave the way you do and you know what I mean. So why carry on pretending seriously? Who's it helping. Not you, you're not happy. Not her, she clearly is paranoid as fuck. And not me, especially not me.
Look at me I'm right back to square one sitting listening to that fucking song crying. Because at this very time of year again you've fucked me over and I hate it but I can't ever, ever bring myself to hate you. Not even dislike you. Believe me I've tried. The worst bit is you know exactly what you're doing.
I still can't forget you even after this long. Thank you for knowing everything I've been through and yet continually trying to break me down even more. And mostly thank you for knowing exactly what to say so that I forgive you every time.
I wish I could hate you, so so badly.
You're everything I thought you never were,
and nothing like I thought you could have been,
and yet you live inside of me so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget,
the only one I love to not forgive,
and though you break my heart you're the only one
and though there are times when I hate you 'cause I cant erase,
the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face,
and even now when I hate you it pains me to say that I will be there at the end of the day.
I don't wanna be without you babe, I don't want a broken heart.
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