Wow. I miss you so much I sit here and cry, nightly. It's so pathetic it's been days and I miss you. More than I ever thought I could miss anyone. Ever. It's crazy.
I can't believe I lost you, I can't believe you think I'm mad at you. I think about texting you and setting it straight but what if you don't care now?
I can't believe I'm going to celebrate my birthday without you. I don't know if I can do it.
Surely by now I should be over this. Or at least better at controlling it.
If I had one wish I'd use it on you.
And I know all I ever wanted was for you to be happy and believe me, I'm so glad you are. But that was suppose to be me.
I guess all I can say is I'm sorry.
I miss and love you, everyday.
Now that that's out of the way maybe I can fill my head with other things, like exam prep, which I haven't done ;/.
FML!
So the exam's aren't going too great but hay the only way is up right?
COLLEGE ARE FUCKING DICKHEADS!
And my tan is not very apparent.
But hay hoe, today's been a hell of a lot better than yesterday. I love love love my best friend and my mummy and the hockey lot.
They've made today amazing.
Thank you.
That was pointless last bit but oh well.
Finger crossed for my xray tomorrow, fuck my ankle ;/.
Anyhow, night xx
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