woahhh

who'd have known one piece of writing could make me feel so sad and yet so scared at the same time
i haven't cried so much since the whole thing happened, i have even really thought about it all, i've just sort of pushed it to one side
and everyone thats read it so far has cried ha, imagine if they went through it
im so dreading her reading it, well not really reading more asking me if i want help
actually she'll probably just take it further without asking
i dont know if i could cope with that
oh my, i still cant believe i handed it in,
i never talk to anyone about anything, i even found it so hard to write it down
and yet i did and i hadnt it to her,
and she could give it to anyone
its her job to inform someone,
why did i do it, why. ;/

major love for leonie brydon tonight, im glad i can tell her this sort of shizzle yanno :)
ive already said that before but hay hoe ;L

ahh im so tired and ceebs for anymore coursework but it so needs to get done,
ahh it can wait till after my sleep i guess ;)

oh tomorrow is going to be so so horrible,
im gonna cry i can tell,
rest in piece gareth <3




and one last thing argh you!
she tells you not to wear them bracelets so you listen to her
you're talking to her again so you dont have time for me anymore
i dont know why i put up with it
i swear to god if you get with her,
you'll lose me all together and i mean it this time
and so does she tooo.
you just dont do that,
but watch me put up with you until that happens, ima dick.



Despite of all this, im in an alrighty mood :)
night bubba's xxx


im not your number one enemy although you seem to be getting me a little confused with the way you're treating me, we get along every now and then, we need to tie up the loose ends...
stop im not your number one enemy