and i will try to fix you.

"gotta believe without it there is no reason to live!"

Mhmm exactly, and I'm losing all belief in not only myself but everything around me so why should I continue.
I'm not fucking living at the moment, I'm barely surviving.
I'm fed up of feeling like this. If happiness is just a state of mind, someone please teach me how to get into it, because surprise surprise, I fail.
Back into the cycle I go, exactly like last year.
Oh well if I hit rock bottom again the only way is up right.

My blog is so happy these days ha.
Fuck it. Night.