it don't mean that you have me yet.

That's so fucking charming, "Nothing makes me happy these days."
Thanks.
I just don't know, I feel like complete worthless shit today.
Why am I so jealous of her? Okay now I feel as if maybe I have every right to be.
She's gorgeous, then look at me, ha, I don't really compare do I?
If you're not in this for any reason but me, then please just leave. This may sound vain but there is no way on this earth I deserve to be treated that way again, like I'm second best, even if I am.
I don't want you to have to "settle" for second best.
If that leaves me alone so be it, I'll get there at some point, at some point in my life I'll be happy, for a long long time.
For now I just count down the days until I can get away and make that dream come true I guess.


Everything went wrong today. My coursework still isn't done but quite frankly I'm back to the point where I don't care about much again, which is just fab 8-).


Argh, I'm going bed.
Night.